Part 3
Nora folded the signed agreement into her bag and wanted, more than was prudent, to believe him.
The cottage gathered new habits around three occupants. Nora moved the table so Rocco could turn without striking it. Julian sent an orthopedic bed; Nora returned it because it cost more than her car. It came back unwrapped with a note in Julian’s square handwriting: It belongs to Rocco. Argue with him.
Rocco ignored the bed until Nora covered it with her old quilt. Julian regarded that as victory. Nora regarded it as evidence that neither male understood who had won.
Julian began arriving around seven-thirty with his work still clinging to him: a phone that vibrated without rest, shoulders held too rigidly, the faint smell of cold air and expensive wool. At the cottage he put the phone facedown. He learned to chop firewood without ruining his cuffs and took off his watch before washing dishes, though he continued to claim he did not wash dishes.
One evening, the phone lit with Marcus’s name. Julian answered, listened, and said, “No one moves until I call.”
Nora set down her spoon. “Whatever part of your business requires men with guns and sentences like that does not enter this cottage. No threats, no violence, no orders from my kitchen. If that is impossible, stop coming.”
Julian ended the call and put the phone facedown again. “It is not impossible.”
The next time Marcus called during dinner, Julian stepped out into the snow.
Nora learned that he disliked cinnamon, slept four or five hours, and reread any document that worried him. He learned she counted coins before grocery day and kept a jar marked VAN above the refrigerator.
“How much?” he asked one night.
Nora covered the jar with a dish towel. “No.”
“I asked a number.”
“Your face is already writing a check.”
“It is a useful face.”
“Not in my kitchen.”
She told him anyway, though not the amount. She wanted a used cargo van and enough training to provide mobile care for old or injured dogs whose owners could not manage a private behavior specialist. At the shelter, she had watched pain turn gentle animals defensive and watched frightened owners surrender them for responding exactly as frightened bodies do.
Julian did not offer money again. The next week, he left a brochure from a veterinary behavior program beneath the sugar bowl. Nora circled three courses and put the brochure back in his coat pocket.
In March, Sam Patel came to examine Rocco’s hip. He was in his late thirties, quick to kneel on a dirty floor and uninterested in making that humility look noble. He listened while Nora described how Rocco shifted weight after long walks, asked two follow-up questions, and wrote down both answers.
“You should train formally,” Sam said. “Your observation is better than half the handlers I meet.”
“I scrubbed kennels and watched people who knew more than I did.”
“That’s how most competent people start.”
“My ex-husband thought animals were the only conversations I couldn’t ruin.”
Sam’s smile faded. “Your ex-husband sounds medically tedious.”
Nora laughed just as Julian came down the garden path. Sam had one hand near her elbow because Rocco had rolled against her boot. Julian’s gaze landed on the hand and stayed there.
“Finished?” he asked.
Sam glanced at his watch. “We started seven minutes ago.”
“Rocco dislikes long exams.”
Rocco was asleep on Nora’s foot.
“He appears to be enduring it,” Sam said.
Later, after the exam, Nora carried Rocco’s refill to the cottage. Julian followed.
“He invited you to dinner.”
“You were listening.”
“He asked within six feet of my dog.”
“Rocco does not create a privacy exclusion zone.”
“You considered it.”
“For three seconds.”
“Long enough.”
Nora set the medicine on the shelf. “Rocco is jealous of the terrier next door. You are jealous of Sam Patel.”
“No.”
“Too fast.”
“I answer many questions quickly.”
“Not the ones about what you feel.”
Julian went still. Rocco slept beside the stove, unaware that the small room had changed shape around them.
“Forget it,” Nora said.
“I won’t.” Julian moved closer, then stopped outside the reach of her hands. “I dislike that he made you laugh. I dislike that he touched your arm. I dislike that he asked you to dinner and you took three seconds to refuse.”
“I had plans.”
“With whom?”
“Rocco.”
Julian looked at the dog. “He has become an obstacle.”
“You brought him into my life.”
“I am beginning to appreciate the consequences.”
Nora’s pulse beat at the base of her throat. “Jealousy is not love.”
“No.” His voice softened. “But it is honest.”
He did not touch her. He left before she had to decide whether she wanted him to.
That night, Dean called for the first time in five months. Nora let it go to voicemail. His recorded voice had not changed: calm, regretful, almost tender, as if cruelty delivered at the proper volume became concern.
He had heard where she worked. Lake Geneva was not large enough to keep anyone’s reinvention private.
“Be careful, Nor,” he said. “A man like DeLuca won’t find your accidents charming for long. You always mistake being noticed for being valued. I’m only saying it because somebody should.”
Nora played the message twice. She hated him for leaving the bruise in exactly the place he knew she would press. Then she played it a third time.
Rocco rose from the hearth and put his chin on her knee. She turned the phone facedown.
“It’s nothing.”
He did not believe her. A knock sounded. Julian stood on the porch in falling sleet, his coat unbuttoned as though he had crossed the garden too quickly to notice the cold.
“May I come in?”
Nora held the door at the width of her body. “Not tonight.”
His eyes moved over her face but did not search the room behind her. “Are you safe?”
“Yes.”
“Do you need anything?”
“No.”
Julian nodded and stepped back. The ease with which he accepted the answer hurt in a new way. Nora had spent years wishing Dean would stop asking questions that were really orders. Now she wanted Julian to ask one honest question and hated the contradiction in herself.
“Wait.”
He stopped at the bottom of the crooked step.
“Do you ever keep hearing someone after they’ve left your life?”
Julian looked toward Rocco, visible beyond her hip. “Every day.”
“How do you make it stop?”
“I don’t.” He slid his hands into his coat pockets. “I decide whether the voice gets a chair.”
Nora looked back at her phone. “Dean says I ruin things. Sometimes he sounds like me.” Julian remained in the sleet, exactly where she had told him to stay. “Then borrow my voice until you recognize yours…”
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