Part 6
The examinations showed what his body had already told us. Otis’s heart was no longer moving blood efficiently, and his kidneys had begun to fail. Medication might ease the work for a while. It would not give him back the strength he had carried into the storm years before.
Kate gave me no false calendar. “We may have weeks. We may have less.”
The Cumberland lions stayed while repairs continued across the state line. Their visual sessions with Otis lasted only as long as he chose to remain at the fence. Some days he carried his ring outside and sat facing them; on others, he watched from his heated floor without crossing the threshold.
His bloodwork continued to worsen. When he did go to the fence, all four lions came down the slope and rested there without charging or pacing, adult predators on one side and an old gorilla on the other.
I almost made too much of the good mornings. When Otis ate six grapes and stripped bark from a willow branch, I carried the empty stem to Kate as if it were evidence.
She looked at the stem, then at me. “How long did it take him to stand?”
“A minute, maybe.”
“Luis timed three and a half.”
I set the stem on her desk.
Kate had built a daily chart that tracked appetite, breathing, movement, sleep, choice of space, and interest in the routines Otis had valued for years. She asked Luis and me to score separately so hope would not become a team decision. Two days could be poor without ending a life. A pattern that left Otis unable to choose comfort was different.
“You’ll make the call,” she told me. “But you don’t get to make it alone, and you don’t get to change the measures after he fails them.”
“That sounds like you’ve already decided.”
“It sounds like I know you.”
The words hurt. They were also true enough to use.
On the seventh night, I found Kate asleep in the camera room with Otis’s chart open beneath her hand. The monitor showed him upright but motionless beside the red ring. Across the road, four pale shapes rested along the lion fence.
I put my coat over Kate’s shoulders. She woke at once.
“I’m afraid I’ll call it too early,” she said, looking at the screen instead of me. “Not because of him. Because I don’t want to watch you wait too long.”
It was the first time she had admitted that my history could bend her judgment as well as mine.
I pulled the second chair closer. Together we reviewed the week without changing a single score. Otis had still chosen his yard twice, had eaten more than half his food on four days, and had slept comfortably after medication. We agreed that night was not the night.
“When it is,” I said, “ask me the same questions. Don’t protect me from the answers.”
Kate shut the chart. “Then don’t make me fight you for them.”
“I won’t.”
Luis found Otis on the floor of his inner room eleven mornings after the lions arrived. He had built no nest. The red ring lay near the shift door, and a pear he usually chose first remained untouched in his feed tray.
When I entered the keeper aisle, Otis lifted his head but did not rise. His breathing pulled visibly at his abdomen. Kate knelt at the mesh, offered the target, and watched his hand move several inches before falling back to the straw.
From the far yard came June’s low call.
Otis turned one eye toward the sound. His fingers flexed against the floor. He tried once to push himself upright, and his left leg slid out beneath him.
I reached for the control that would open his view toward the lions.
My hand stopped on the yellow handle.
The first night the cubs arrived, I had opened a barrier because I could not bear their crying and called the result care. Now every approved line of sight was safe, but making Otis rise for one last scene would still have been for me.
I let go of the handle.
“Kate,” I said.
She was already looking at me. Her face had the stripped, sleepless expression she wore when no treatment remained to hide behind.
“Is there a comfortable way back from this?” I asked.
“No.”
“Then do it here. Don’t move him again.”
Luis turned away long enough to take off his glasses. Kate touched his sleeve, then began preparing the room.
Otis accepted the first injection through the mesh because Kate had trained that behavior with him for three years. When he was fully asleep, we entered. Luis spread fresh straw under his shoulder. Kate placed her equipment where she could work without climbing over his hands. I sat on the concrete beside his head and held the red ring where he could smell the rubber worn smooth by his fingers.
The process was quiet. His breathing eased before it stopped.
I knocked three times on the floor.
There was no answer. Kate kept her fingers at his wrist a little longer than the monitor required, then lowered his hand into the straw.
After the examination, Otis was moved through the private service gate. Luis cleaned the room but left the nest straw and red ring until morning. At the ordinary afternoon hour, Kate opened only the distant sightline.
The four lions came down the slope. Clay walked the length of his fence twice. Reed sat where he could see the empty doorway. Fern lay beside him. June remained standing with her white-marked foot against the lowest rail. The ring rested in the light beyond Otis’s open shift door. Wind moved a little straw across the floor. For the first time since the hurricane, the wall gave them no answer…
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