Ruth Hensley was peeling a tree off the gorilla window when her granddaughter told her to stop. She was crouched beside the visitor rail with a strip of old vinyl wrapped around her wrist. Through the patch she had cleared, an enormous gray-backed animal stood holding a piece of burlap in his mouth.
“Stop, Gran. He’s got his blanket,” Willa said.
“Then he’ll find somewhere comfortable.” Ruth worked the plastic scraper beneath another stubborn edge. “Don’t stand behind my elbow, honey.”
Willa moved without being asked twice. At nine, she could carry a level without dropping it, distinguish Ruth’s good scissors from the pair used for tape, and remain occupied through a hardware-store delay. Ruth had told her daughter she was lucky to have such an easy child. Dana had said something about that once, but Ruth had been backing the van into traffic and hadn’t caught all of it.
The animal turned away. The burlap trailed along the concrete behind him, one frayed corner catching briefly on his heel. Beyond the indoor room, another gorilla moved through the open doorway to the outside habitat.
“There,” Ruth said. “Plenty of places.” She gathered the peeled vinyl into a sticky ball and dropped it in her waste box.
This was the last window in the small viewing gallery at Sycamore Valley Zoo. The room had been closed to visitors for renovations, and the noisy work was finished; what remained was Ruth’s lettering, a few wall panels, and this cloudy old forest silhouette nobody could see through. By Friday afternoon, the zoo wanted to bring its supporters through a brighter space with room for wheelchairs to turn without people lifting their children over the rail.
Ruth liked this job. At sixty, after thirty-one years making other people’s businesses legible from the road, she liked having something to point out to Willa besides a tire-shop sign. She had driven past the zoo’s entrance outside Union, Missouri, often enough while delivering work around Franklin County. Now her name was on a purchase order inside it.
She straightened slowly, easing a cramped knee before she moved away from the rail. Willa passed her the waste box and then presented a blue canvas pouch with its zipper halfway open.
“Could you—”
“I told you that pull was going to break.” Ruth took the pouch. The bent metal tab had caught in the fabric, and she freed it with her thumbnail. “I’ll replace it tonight.”
“I wasn’t asking about the zipper.”
“What were you asking?”
But Celia Vargas had come through the gallery door, carrying a radio and an orange sweet potato, and Willa’s attention went to the potato. Celia explained that it was for the animals’ food preparation, then set it on a staff shelf while she checked the window. She was the lead gorilla keeper, a compact woman whose sweatshirt sleeves were pushed back unevenly.
“Boone’s taking the afternoon elsewhere,” she said. “Leave this bay alone when you’ve finished that strip. I want to watch how he uses it.”
Ruth pointed out the neatness of the bare pane. Celia looked instead at the broad ledge inside the habitat, close to the floor, where dark hairs lay caught in a seam.
“He usually brings his bedding here about now.” She glanced toward the open retreat doorway. “He has other choices. I’d still like him to keep this one.”
Ruth said of course. Ben Ward, the project coordinator, had approved Willa sitting with her while she did the quiet finishing work, and Celia went over the ordinary rules with the girl: stay on the visitor side of the rail, don’t tap, don’t call the animals over. When a radio message took her back to the staff corridor, she said she would return before Ruth packed up.
Willa asked for the empty carton from the wall panels. Ruth flattened it along its factory creases and checked that the staples had all come out. The girl stood the folded cardboard on the visitor side of the rail, beside the cleared window, making a little corner open toward Ruth.
“That can’t stay there,” Ruth said.
“Just while we’re here.”
Ruth let her have it. She moved her own tool case out of the walkway and went to smooth a bubble beneath a panel about gorilla diets. The heading sat a fraction low, although Ben had said nobody would notice. Ruth would notice every time she brought somebody in.
Behind her, Willa unzipped the pouch again. Instead of taking something out, she pushed two fingers through a split in the bottom seam. Ruth understood now what the child had tried to show her. From where she worked, she could see Willa’s fingernails appearing and disappearing below the blue canvas.
A dragging sound came from the habitat.
Boone had returned with the burlap. He stopped beyond the newly cleared pane, well away from the other gorillas outside, and looked toward the cardboard corner. Ruth straightened. He was much larger at this distance than the printed life-size outline she had installed in the entrance hall; she had to tilt her head to take in the height of his shoulders.
Willa went still, the damaged pouch resting on her knees. Then she turned a little sideways and looked down at it again. She didn’t whisper to him or attempt a greeting.
Boone laid the burlap on the ledge. He gathered an edge beneath himself, settled, and bent over a loose fiber, working it between thick fingers. The window and rail kept the two of them apart. From Ruth’s standing position, the packing board hid most of the girl; Boone could see her through the narrow space left beside it.
Ruth reached for her phone, then remembered Dana asking her to stop sending photographs of Willa doing jobs with captions about her youngest employee. She left the phone in her pocket. The wall panel could keep its bubble for another minute.
“Is he allowed to wreck it?” Willa asked quietly.
“I think it’s his.”
“Good.” Willa inspected the hole in her pouch. “This is mine, but everybody keeps telling me how not to.”
Ruth almost explained the difference between wearing something out and being careless. Boone pulled the burlap over his knee, and she lost the sentence. His hands were busy in a way she recognized from the women who used to sit hemming church tablecloths beside her mother: occupied without needing to finish anything before they could leave.
Willa put the pouch down. She leaned against the wall and loosened one shoelace with the other foot. A minute later, when she shifted her knee, Boone raised his head and looked toward the opening beside the cardboard. The girl looked back briefly, then returned to picking a knot out of her lace.
Ruth found herself smiling. Willa had spent the afternoon moving when asked, handing things over, waiting until the grown-ups were done talking. Now she sat with one sock showing, while the largest animal Ruth had ever been this close to turned a ragged piece of cloth in his hands beside her.
Celia returned and stopped at Ruth’s shoulder. Ruth began, “You should’ve seen—” and Celia touched a finger to her own lips. She watched for a while before crouching at the edge of the cardboard.
Boone glanced up. Celia shifted back until she was outside the narrow opening, and he resumed what he was doing. She stood, considered the width of the cleared window, and asked Ruth to come down to Willa’s height.
Ruth knelt slowly. Past the edge of the cardboard, she could see Boone’s face and the folded burlap. She traced the angle toward the gallery entrance: from his ledge, the board would hide much of the coming and going. Above her, reflected in the exposed glass, the new ceiling lights shone across the room he had left.
“We didn’t put anything in his space,” Ruth said.
“I know.” Celia ran one fingertip along the cardboard crease. “This is doing some of the old film’s job.”
Willa’s fingers stopped working at the lace. She looked between the two women, and Ruth had the uncomfortable feeling that the girl was waiting to find out whether she’d done something wrong.
Celia got to her feet. “Ruth. Where’s the permanent screen?”
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