Part 3
Daniel straightened too quickly and had to grip the rail again.
“Just stood up wrong.”
Lydia looked at the hay on the ground. Her phone was already in her hand.
“Don’t drag your mother out here over—”
“Mom,” Lydia said. “Bring the truck.”
In Casper, Daniel watched a doctor move between images of his heart and a chart of the rhythm. There was more coronary damage than before. A portion of the muscle wasn’t doing its share, and the electrical system that kept everything moving together could slow or fail when he needed it most.
A procedure helped. New medication helped. Neither restored the body he remembered having.
At sixty-three, he left the hospital with restrictions that reached into nearly every corner of his day. No working alone. No climbing into the loft. No wrestling gates open. No deciding that chest discomfort could wait until he finished feeding.
He nodded in the office. In the truck, he watched old snow linger beneath the sage and said little.
Judith drove a long way before speaking.
“You don’t get to make us guess.”
He turned toward her.
“When it starts, tell me,” she said. “Tell whoever’s there.”
“You think I’m doing this on purpose?”
“I think you’d rather stand in a barn pretending than ask for a ride.”
He looked back through the windshield.
“Lydia found you. Next time somebody might be an hour behind her.”
At home, Lydia rearranged the morning feed route. Daniel put it back the way he’d always done it. That evening she laid a sheet of fuel figures beside his plate and waited while he read.
He pushed his glasses farther up his nose. The next morning the trucks went out in her order.
Seth replaced the hard old latches with ones Daniel could lift without using his shoulder.
“Look like something to keep a child out of a cupboard,” Daniel said.
“Want the old ones back?”
Daniel opened and closed the gate twice.
“Get enough for the lower pens.”
Tomas began carrying the emergency radio. Judith put Daniel’s pills near the coffeepot and went on with breakfast rather than stand there watching him take them.
Onyx offered less cooperation. When Lydia moved the horses west, he stayed behind at the gate, staring toward the house. Daniel could persuade him simply by coming outside. Once he did, the horse walked with him, never quite getting ahead.
On mornings Daniel couldn’t come, Tomas brought out his jacket. Onyx inspected the cuffs and collar before following him.
Judith caught the arrangement one day.
“You’re encouraging a bad habit.”
Daniel stood in the doorway. “Whose?”
She took the jacket from Tomas and hung it on its peg.
The porch became a regular stop in Daniel’s day. He drank coffee there after breakfast while Onyx cropped the thin grass near the fence. In the evenings the horse came without being called and presented the place beneath his mane where he liked to be scratched.
Sometimes he folded himself onto the ground near the steps. Daniel watched the careful lowering of knees and hindquarters, then eased himself into his own chair.
He knew the horse’s small signs: a relaxed hind foot, a guarded one, the pale hairs around the damaged eye. Onyx knew which porch board complained under Daniel’s tread and the persistent squeak in his left boot. Two resolings hadn’t silenced it.
Judith brought sewing or a pan of beans to work beside him. They talked about hay, the first frost, Seth’s new baby, and Lydia’s insistence on keeping copies of records in places Daniel couldn’t name.
When Judith brought a book, Daniel sometimes caught her holding it open without turning a page. He would deliberately set down his cup or clear his throat. Then her eyes would go back to the print.
One September afternoon, her attention strayed toward the ridge where his parents were buried.
The little family cemetery was on the county records. There was space beside the two granite markers. Daniel had already signed his wishes with Vivian Sloane, the funeral director in town: no embalming, the family to wash and dress him, prayers at the ranch, burial only after the required authorization.
Seth had built the casket the winter before from pine cut on the property. It waited under a cover in the equipment shed.
Daniel followed Judith’s gaze, then picked up an empty bean pod from her lap.
“Don’t get ahead of me. I’ve got a list.”
“I’ve seen your list.”
“Lydia’ll probably type it for the occasion.”
Judith’s smile came reluctantly. “She’ll send the headstone proof back twice.”
He laughed, then pressed his fingers against his chest.
Judith set the pan on the floor.
He took the little bottle from his pocket before she could say his name and placed a tablet beneath his tongue. She stayed turned toward him until his breathing eased.
Onyx got up and put his head over the rail. Daniel reached for him. Gray hairs had begun to scatter through the muzzle. Seventeen years earlier, that head had been small enough to fit in the crook of his arm.
Now Daniel was sixty-five, and his palm scarcely covered the horse’s cheek.
Late in October, two spells of dizziness sent him back to the clinic. On Thursday they attached a monitor high on his left chest. It would store two weeks of rhythm data for the doctor to review.
At home Judith inspected the adhesive edges before he buttoned his shirt.
“Good,” she said. “This one won’t tell me you’re fine just because it’s tired of being asked.”
“Nice to be trusted.”
She smoothed his collar and left the patch uncovered beneath it.
Friday evening, she asked him to leave the potatoes for Seth, who was coming the next morning. One last row remained. Daniel said he would.
Before daylight Saturday, he lay awake watching a clear strip of sky through the curtains. Judith slept with one hand beneath her cheek.
He could loosen a few plants. Seth could do the carrying. There was no sense making the boy spend half his visit in the garden when the ground would yield so easily before the sun warmed the surface.
Daniel dressed quietly.
The left boot squeaked as he crossed the mudroom. Outside, Onyx raised his head and called softly from the near pasture.
“Back to your breakfast,” Daniel whispered.
He carried a shallow crate and the digging fork to the garden. Beneath the brittle top layer, the soil broke apart without much effort. He rested between plants, leaving the fork standing beside him, and began filling the crate.
The pressure came while he was bent over a loosened hill.
He straightened, but it tightened across his chest. The fork fell. He reached for the bottle inside his coat and couldn’t make his fingers close around it.
He tried to call Judith. What came out was scarcely air.
At the fence, Onyx struck a wire with his hoof. Daniel heard it ring as his knees folded.
The crate tipped beside him. A potato rolled against his open hand and stopped…
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